Argh,
kill me now
theory marking is driving me insane... the poorer the class does, the more time it takes to mark them... you can tell how stressed I am in general... every few minutes, I look down and see another one of my hairs lying on the sheet/table...
No, I'm not just losing hair... I have a tendency to pull at my hair when I'm tired/stressed/mentally overworked or presently all of the above.

Lesson today was not reassuring. nor inspiring. The responsibility is all mine at this point.
anyway, back to marking.... at this point I think I'm not going to end up practicing tonight.. too late to go to the school, and when my parents get home, it will be too late to start practicing...

Fuckity-Fuck.



...
Fuck!
mumbly mumbly