Impatience

I finally got ahold of the diabetes centre to book my pump training session.
DAMNATION!
Apparently the next training session is not until November 21/24, so it will be nearly 2 weeks until I actually start on my pump.
Why must I wait?!? I can't handle the anticipation.
I've been playing with the pump in training mode and done all the settings and read the manual, but I'm not allowed to start using it until I've gotten the official training.
It's just so anticlimactic; I've been waiting so impatiently for my pump and now it's finally here, only I don't get to use it yet.

Oh, cruel torture!