Friday, July 18, 2008

I hate this feeling I'm having right now. I can barely describe it, other than just extreme frustration. There's no logic or specific target, just irritation and frustration.

It's not uncommon. I either feel this way when my sugars are low, but not too low; or when I'm overly hot and humid.
I hate this weather.

It's currently causing me to be more passive-aggressive than normal. Now, more than any other time in my life, I'm exhibiting much caution in what I say/how I react to others.
Normally, I try to be fairly direct, but I know if I am direct while feeling this way, I will get myself in trouble.

I really really really want to bitch and tell someone off right now, but I'm biting my tongue. On one hand, it's better that I don't speak my mind because I might go overboard, but there's also the concern that I'm not speaking for my side of the problem...
I will find a way to speak my mind sometime this weekend while I'm in an air-conditioned room.


I think I was dehydrated this evening. I had a rare headache tonight - I say rare, because I can count on my hands the number of non diabetes-related headaches I've had in my life, and this was one of them.

Sprouting off of the good-news tree, I made another sale tonight! The new campaign was not so hot, but it will get better.
Speaking of work, I work tomorrow morning... Yuck, but fun!

God I hate this heat - it feels like 31 out, and there's no air conditioning/air circulation in my room.

In conclusion, I'm pissy, but not too badly.

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