Thursday, December 22, 2005

well last night, many people from the School of Music and random other friends of our friend from school defiled the mennonitinism of Steinbach.
It was lovely. so much fun. So much liquor... Michael got carried away with the jello shooters..we only had one tray, but I think I had 6 of them, then proceeded to clean out the cubicles that weren't quite finished... there was licking and fingering of the ice tray... it was delicious. With that said, it lead to a fairly unpleasant morning, but not too much. Oh, i miss my youth, the days of no hangovers. Alas I am becoming an old man. I think I will now just reserve the drinking for paper writing and practicing. The hostess was wonderful... never have I heard someone been so genuinely excited about EVERY single person walking in the door, resulting in quite the hoarse voice this morning. Jason and I were cleaning up random beer bottles, but then she caught us and yelled at us, because we weren't supposed to be helping.
My favorite part of the whole event was just as we were arriving... Deena felt that she didn't want to be too far on the road... but it was snow covered ground.... and one of the wheels felt it wanted to be off the road to the point that it ventured into the ditch. Tee hee hee. She sorta saw the humour in it, but also was not impressed at the situation... regardless we planned on leaving it til the morning.... but right before retiring for the night, the hostess's lil brother offered to tow her out before he went to bed, seeing how he had to do the same for someone else anyway. Considering it was 4 or 5 in the morning.. and he had to work for 8am.. he was an awful good sport and also a wonderful host.
anyway, enough about that.
Tonight my sister and her boyfriend are coming in town. Heather is here for xmas, and Gareth is just here for a couple days. He's super fun and sarcastic, much like Heather, and well me and Deena too... so this is gonna be a fun dinner. My parents with their kids and their signifigant others.... fun fun! Hopefully momma drinks her wine. She's ever so delightful when she does...
Anyway tomorrow I'm going galavanting with Heather and Gareth to shop and see my Granddad. I love this part of holidays, with the family and visiting and ya, taking time for those things! oh look at me getting all sentimental.
Oooh, next friday, the 30'th I get to play a wedding with a wonderful singer from school, Deanna. She's super fun, and I know she's reading this... even though she'll never comment...
Much like so many other people {TANGENT_WARNING}
I am constantly finding out about more and more people who secretly read my blog... some of them at the party last night informed me.... I think it's wonderful and gives me new inspiration to update all the time, like i always do! Nevertheless, it also changes the way I write.. and I don't particularly like that... please feel free to comment on my blog to let me know yer reading. I rant and say a lot of things here, so realise that this is like someone's head... you shouldnt have to be politically correct, and everything needs to be taken with a grain of salt. If I ever say anything that offends anyone, either address me personally... or comment, or something. Chances are I have spoken without consulting how I really feel, or perhaps I don't really know what to feel and am using this as a chance to sorta hear the sound of my own voice(although, in a less than satisfying...sorta midi form). The moral of the story is that I respect the act of blog voyeurism, but if you are to incorporate that knowledge into our personal relations without my knowledge, I feel that to be a dishonesty. In a way, I'm trying to do a personal cleansing of my relationships. and figure out where I stand with some people. On the other hand, I'm glad that people are getting some kind of enjoyment from my random blitherings{END TAN: sine cosine cosine sine, three point one four one five nine(bonus points if you can name this tv reference)}
anyway this wedding had the possibility to be super fun.. they had good options for songs and stuff. they're wanting "Goin to the chapel" for the processional. and stuff like that... so ya FUN! another aspect of it is that it happens in aobut a week, and we have no music... so it's going to test my basic skills ....oh wait, Joan... you failed me and so many others personally with your attempt at basic music skills training, failed miserably... I however will survive. It's a little difficult transcribing it and stuff.. but Im just going for the general sound and chords...
alas I have to run... im rambling too, but I dont care
bye

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

A dishonesty, you say? I would think a greater dishonesty would be to publically libel someone who gave so much of themselves to help you get where you want to be in life. I would also consider it a dishonesty, and downright cruel to make some of the comments you did, regardless of whether you knew the person you were speaking of in such ill manner read the blog or not, because at the very least YOU KNEW HIS FUCKING SON READS THIS THING! I've been watching your gradual descent into your alternate reality of moral superiority where you seem to think it's ok to criticize and pass judgment on all others in an unfettered manner without fear of recourse, and said nothing. Why? Well, because if you're right, you don't have to exercise tolerance of other people's opinions, right? Well, I suppose it doesn't matter since you'll probably just shrug this off like you do everything else with a "Meh. Whatever." I just hope someday you realize the damage you've caused. Who knows, maybe one day you'll learn to care about other people's feelings rather than yourself, but I won't hold my breath. Merry fucking christmas, Mr. Park.

Anonymous said...

1) The television reference is from Third Rock From the Sun, specifically John Lithgow's character of Dick.

2) One should not consider a blog 'like the inside of someone's head'. A blog is not a private journal stashed in your sock drawer, as so many bloggers seem to think. It is, instead, rather like having a regular editorial column in a newspaper. What you put here is available to the entire internet-using world and it is your responsibility as the author of this space to consider that when you are making entries.

Michael Park said...

scott, I don't shrug off things that matter. I'm seeing more and more how little you understand me.
To hope that someday I'll realise the damage.... thats terrible. I've been trying to see and avoid the damage all along. Your father isn't letting me see it. I do know it's there and I am sorry for that.

andrew,
you win, BONUS POINTS FOR YOU!!
I am making and have made changes in how I view the blog.

I have realised that opinions are too much for people to handle. We need to squabble to the level of 'everyone is right' and tolerate every opinion. And thank you Scott, for tolerating my opinions.